I am alive. But am I just existing? I get the feeling, often, that I’m simply drifting. When this feeling takes hold, I struggle to fight it and it becomes the norm. It begins to consume me. I start to lose happiness and joy for things. Unfulfilled potential. Unhappiness. A constant nagging frustration. Irritability. A background fear and dread of slipping. Slipping into another breakdown or another outburst. Of having to pick up the pieces of my life. Yet again. My mind auto